…like finger exercises on the piano…
17 May
I scrawled in five-year-old writing on the cover (The Three Little Pigs) and on the last page (THE END). For the other pages, my mother was my scribe. She wrote my words on ruler-straight lines underneath my crayon illustrations. Then, I took a stapler and bound my first book together. My first experiment with the written word—my written word—was thus published for all to see. Although I simply retold a story, for the first time I had expressed my own creativity through the written word.
Then, in first grade, my teacher gave me lined pages. I wrote my stories carefully on the lines. These stories were no longer simple retellings, but my own creations. The class published them at the elementary school publishing center: plastic comb bindings.
At home in the afternoons, my classmate, neighbor, and friend became my co-writer and illustrator. We sat, side-by-side, at a plastic blue Smurf table. Together, we wrote and illustrated stories set in all times and settings—from orphans in our day to dinosaurs that traveled through space and time. I wrote words. She drew pictures. She wrote words. I drew pictures. We stapled the pages together.
As I moved through school, our Smurf table publishing world came to an end, and the elementary school publishing center was no longer a monthly destination. But my interest in the written word remained at my core. Anytime anything even remotely interesting happened in my family, I produced another issue of the Family Tribune and delivered it to every member of my family and to my grandparents who were far way. I wrote a play and my friends and I acted in it. I wrote stories and half of a novel. Then, come high school and college, I wrote term paper after term paper.
Now I write for myself, I write for my family, and I share my words online. I suppose writing on a webpage is much like stapling my books: it’s not professional, and few will read my words. But the words are mine. As I improve my ability to write, I will better find my voice for expressing my own experiences—whether those experiences focus on travel adventures, nonfiction research, or the creative explorations of my imagination.
Someday, my words will be bound between covers.
Amateur that I am, I know that I am a writer: I have always been a writer.
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6 Responses for "When Did You Know You Were a Writer?"
I so enjoyed reading this, for it reminded me of my own past experiences (although I’m much older than you are, since my son was of the Smurf generation!) I love blogging, because it gives us a chance to “publish” on our own - sort of like the newspapers and books we made as kids, but a step up!!
I love the passages you use from the Crosswicks journals of Madeleine L’Engle. She’s been a favorite of mine since childhood. Have you read Two Part Invention - a memoir about her marriage? And did you know she passed away not long ago. She had Alzheimer’s - isn’t that sad?
@Becca: I’ve only just read the first memoir. I enjoyed it. I did know she died, but hadn’t known she had Alzheimer’s. That is so sad, especially since I just read her memoir and started to “get to know her”. How hard Alzheimer’s must have been for her, who was trying to define herself! (…as it would be for all of us, I’m sure.)
I’m so glad you’re writing and enjoying it. It has always been a natural mode of expression for you. Enjoy the leisure to do it while you have only one child to provide material! One of life’s cruel ironies is that when a bunch of kids are turning out the raw material every day, it’s hard to find time to write anything!
This is beautiful. I am only now professing to be a writer - I never felt I was good enough to proclaim to the world that this is what I AM. I always said, “I write”, but there is something different about saying, “I am a writer.” I dunno - maybe I’m silly…
Hey - thanks for linking to me! I didn’t see that before. Mind if I do the same for you?
@texasblu: I linked because you commented…just trying to build a community. I’d love to be linked to as well!
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